It is always easier to put the blame outside of ourselves, rather than acknowledging that we have created our own reality.

Even though our reality is not pleasant, it is what we have manifested. This is the power of the human mind.

We create our own diseases

for our own purpose to recognize and bring attention to the way we love ourselves.

Louise Hay, Dolores and Julia Cannon's research in the metaphysical realm of the subconscious power also supports this concept of our higher self using the physical body to bring our attention to tell us where we need to focus our energy, chi, prana on in a more loving way.

Thought is much faster than sound. 

Thought is faster than light.

Your conscious thoughts are the power source that you and every other human possess.

The thoughts that you consciously generate will be a major determining factor on where you go, and if and how soon you do return consciously in the physical form on this planet.


The physical expression is an accurate representation of the energy of which you are.

And therefore you cannot in and of your free will change your reflection.

You may change your energy, which then would cause a related change in your reflection.

You however cannot change your reflection in the mirror.

You may change your appearance, that is, your body, and your reflection then will change in like manner.

However, you cannot change merely the reflection and not change that which causes the reflection.


It is important to understand that the physical is merely a reflection. 

In order to change the reflection, you must change that which causes the reflection.

Most problems that people have: physical, mental, allergies, phobias, or relationships, etc.

can be traced back to events that originated, not in the present lifetime, but in other lives.

Most people do not realize that as they continue to find things to complain about, they disallow their own physical well-being. Many do not realize that before they were complaining about an aching body or a chronic disease, they were complaining about many other things first. It does not matter if the object of your complaint is about someone you are angry with, behavior in others that you believe is wrong, or something wrong with your own physical body. Complaining is complaining, and it disallows improvement. It is not attention to lack of wellness that makes you sick. It is attention to the lack of many things…
— Abraham Hicks

People create their own diseases

for their own purposes.

your soul speaks to you through your body with symptoms.

RINGING IN EARS represents adjusting frequencies.  Could be from the Earth's vibrations or from other people/places.

MOUTH, TEETH, JAW OR THROAT (especially the thyroid) represents not speaking their truth.  They are holding back for some reason, and are unable to express their feelings.

SORE THROAT represents angry words that need to be said, but you are holding them back and it causes irritation in the throat.

LARYNGITIS represents needing to speak up for yourself and something you need to say.  You might also feel you have no say in a matter.

TONSILLITIS represents something inflamed, meaning anger. What are you trying to hold back?  You must forgive yourself in whatever part you played. It is time to speak up or your throat will make it harder for you to swallow.

MIGRAINE HEADACHES represent past lives that deal with trauma to the head. Blows to the head from either humans, weapons or animals are usually carryovers to remind the person not to repeat a mistake in this life that may have caused their death in the other lifetime.

JOINT PAIN represents lack of movement, fear of making decisions, not trusting your intuition.

WRIST/HAND PAIN represent holding onto something in their life needing to let go of.

HIPS/LEGS/FEET PAIN represents a situation to go into a different direction in their life.

STIFF NECK represents not wanting to see from a different perspective; not being flexible in your viewpoint.

BACK PROBLEMS represent feeling not supported in your endeavors.  From either a loved one or even the universe. It could mean you are carrying a great load.

SCOLIOSIS represents not standing up for yourself.

ARTHRITIS represents a possible past life from being tortured on the rack or by similar contraptions in dungeons in medieval times.  Mankind has a history of doing terrible things to each other, and this is sometimes carried in the body memory.

With the exception of organs, the right and left side of your body will be another part of your message. 

If something is happening on the right side of your body, it will indicate something that is going on NOW. 

The left side is indicating something form your past in this life or another.

LIVER represents toxins in your life that you need to get rid of, literal poison by chemical or figurative poisoning by life situations.

PANCREAS represents not feeling loved or cared for. Lack of enthusiasm in what you are doing. 

DIABETES represents lack of love.

SMALL & LARGE INTESTINES represents disharmony, thoughts and feelings that you are holding inside and letting "fester."  Express the feelings and thoughts in order to move on with your life.

LUNGS represent fear to live. A loss of joy in one's life. 

SINUS ISSUES represent pressure from someone very close to you.  Self-inflicted pressure.  

BLURRED VISION represents a fear or denial and you do not want to see situations clearly.  You are afraid of what you will see if it is clear.

NEAR-SIGHTED represents fear of the future.  FAR-SIGHTED represents fear of seeing a situation clearly.  An unwillingness to see.

COLDS/FLU represents being indecisive about something and you need to make a decision.  Do not delay the action.  Or your body will force you to rest.

ANXIETY represents not trusting the Universe/Higher Self or anything outside of self.

CANCER represents unresolved and deeply suppressed anger.  It's when something has been held for so long that it manifests in the body.  Wherever the cancer is on the body, the location will tell you what the person is angry at.

INTESTINE CANCER represents holding things inside until it causes stress and begins to eat away at the organs because it cannot be released.


BREAST CANCER represents nurturing.  Anger at not being nurtured or not being able or allowed to nurture.  The left side of the body means it related to something from the past.

LUNG CANCER represents anger at life or at the inability to live their life.

INTESTINAL CANCER represents anger at situations and not being able to vent or talk about them.

The first thing is to identify and understand what you are angry about. 

Then you must let it go. 

You created that situation to experience and learn things from.  Look for the lesson and what is to be learned without the emotions in order release and move on. Emotions are not meant to be carried around like excess baggage that weighs us down and makes it difficult to move. 

If you make the following statement/ritual every morning it can help to move on and release what is needed to be forgiven.

I forgive all those who have hurt me in this life, in any life, in any way at all.  I ask for forgiveness of all those I have hurt in this life, in any life, in any way at all.  I forgive myself for the part I played and my transgressions in this life, in any life, in any way at all.
— Blair Styra via Julia Cannon "Soul Speak: The Language of your Body."

ABDOMINAL CRAMPS represents fear. Stopping the process.

ABSCESS represents fermenting thoughts over hurts, slights and revenge.

ACCIDENTS represents an inability to speak up for the self. Rebellion against authority. Belief in violence.

ACHES represents longing for love. Longing to be held.

ACNE represents trying to hide.  Not feeling "good enough" or little bits of anger coming to the surface. Dislike of the self.

ADDICTIONS represents running from the self. Fear. Not knowing how to love the self.

ADDISON’S DISEASE represents severe emotional malnutrition. Anger at the self.

ADENOIDS represents family friction, arguments. Child feeling unwelcome, in the way.

ADRENAL PROBLEMS represents defeatism. No longer caring for the self. Anxiety.

AGING PROBLEMS represents social beliefs. Old thinking. Fear of being one’s self. Rejection of the now.

AIDS represents the people who volunteered to come back and experience AIDS, had agreed to come as a group to teach judgment.  These people who contracted this disease were not victims. They were some of the advanced souls who had experienced most of the other life lessons, and had volunteered to come en masse to teach tolerance and lack of prejudice and judgment at this time in our world. Feeling defenseless and hopeless. Nobody cares. A strong belief in not being good enough. Denial of the self. Sexual guilt.

ALCOHOLISM represents “What’s the use?” Feeling of futility, guilt, inadequacy. Self-rejection.

ALLERGIES represents who are you allergic to? Denying your own power.

ALZHEIMER’S DISEASE represents refusal to deal with the world as it is. Hopelessness and helplessness. Anger.

AMENORRHEA represents not wanting to be a woman. Dislike of the self.

AMNESIA represents fear. Running from life. Inability to stand up for the self.

AMYOTROPHIC LATERAL SCLEROSIS (LOU GEHRIG’S DISEASE) represents unwillingness to accept self-worth. Denial of success.

ANEMIA represents “Yes-but” attitude. Lack of joy. Fear of life. Not feeling good enough and a feeling of weakness; not recognizing one's self value.

ANKLES represents inflexibility and guilt. Ankles represent the ability to receive pleasure.

ANORECTAL BLEEDING (HEMATOCHEZIA) represents anger and frustration.

ANOREXIA represents denying the self. Extreme fear, self-hatred, and rejection.

ANUS (HEMORRHOIDS) represents releasing point. Dumping ground. Anger and guilt over past experiences.

ANXIETY represents not trusting the flow and the process of life.

APATHY represents resistance to feeling. Deadening of the self. Fear.

APPENDICITIS represents fear. Fear of life. Blocking the flow of good.

APPETITE (EXCESSIVE) represents fear. Needing protection. Judging the emotions.

ARMS represents the capacity and ability to hold the experiences of life.

ARTERIES represents carrying the joy of life.

ARTERIOSCLEROSIS represents resistance, tension. Hardened narrow-mindedness. Refusing to see good.

ARTHRITIC FINGERS represents a desire to punish. Blame. Feeling victimized.

ARTHRITIS represents feeling unloved. Criticism, resentment.

ASPHYXIATING ATTACKS represents fear. Not trusting the process of life. Getting stuck in childhood.

ASTHMA represents smother love. Inability to breathe for one’s self. Feeling stifled. Suppressed crying. (BABIES AND CHILDREN) represents not wanting to be here.

ATHLETE’S FOOT represents frustration at not being accepted. Inability to move forward with ease.

BACK represents the support of life.

BACK PROBLEMS (LOWER) represents fear of money. Lack of financial support.

(MIDDLE) represents guilt. Stuck in all that stuff back there.

(UPPER) represents lack of emotional support. Feeling unloved. Holding back love.

BAD BREATH represents anger and revenge thoughts. Experiences backing up.

LOSS OF BALANCE represents scattered thinking. Not centered.

BALDNESS represents fear. Tension. Trying to control everything. Not trusting the process of life.

BEDWETTING represents fear of parent, usually the father.

BELCHING represents fear. Gulping life too quickly.

BELL’S PALSY represents extreme control over anger. Unwillingness to express feelings.

BIRTH represents the entering of this segment of the movie of life.

BIRTH DEFECTS represents karmic. You selected to come that way. We choose our parents and our children. Unfinished business.

BITES represents fear. Open to every slight. (ANIMAL) represents anger turned inward. A need for punishment. (BUG) represents guilt over small things.

BLACKHEADS represents small outbursts of anger.

BLADDER PROBLESM (CYSTITIS) represents anxiety. Holding on to old ideas. Fear of letting go. Being pissed off.

BLEEDING represents joy running out. Anger. But where?

BLOOD PRESSURE (HIGH) represents long-standing emotional problem not solved. (LOW) Lack of love as a child. Defeatism. “What’s the use? It won’t work anyway.”

BLOOD PROBLEMS represents lack of joy. Lack of circulation of ideas.

BODY ODOR represents fear. Dislike of the self. Fear of others.

BOILS (FURUNCLE) represents anger. Boiled over. Seething.

BONES represents the structure of the Universe.

BONE MARROW represents deepest beliefs about the self. How you support and care for yourself.

BONE BREAKS/FRACTURES represents rebelling against authority.

BONE DEFORMITY represents mental pressures and tightness. Muscles can’t stretch. Loss of mental mobility.

BOWELS represents the release of waste. Problems represent fear of letting go of the old and no longer needed.

BRAIN represents the computer, the switchboard. Tumors represent incorrect computerized beliefs. Stubborn. Refusing to change old patterns.

BREAST (CYSTS, LUMPS, SORENESS, MASTITIS) represents mothering and nurturing and nourishment. Problems represent a refusal to nourish the self. Putting everyone else first. Overmothering. Overprotection. Overbearing attitudes.

BREATH represents the ability to take in life.

BREATHING PROBLEMS represents the ability to take in life. Not feeling the right to take up space or even exist.

BRIGHT’S DISEASE represents feeling like a kid who can’t do it right and is not good enough. A failure. Loss.

BRONCHITIS represents inflamed family environment. Arguments and yelling. Sometimes silent.

BRUISES (ECCHYMOSES) represents the little bumps in life. Self-punishment.

BULIMIA represents hopeless terror. A frantic stuffing and purging of self-hatred.

BUNIONS represents lack of joy in meeting the experiences of life.

BURNS represents anger. Burning up. Incensed.

BURSITIS represents repressed anger. Wanting to hit someone.

BUTTOCKS represents power. Loose buttocks, loss of power.

CALLOUSES represents hardened concepts and ideas. Fear solidified.

CANCER represents deep hurt. Longstanding resentment. Deep secret or grief eating away at the self. Carrying hatreds. “What’s the use?”

CANDIDA (CANDIDIASIS) represents feeling very scattered. Lots of frustration and anger. Demanding and untrusting in relationships. Great takers.

CANKER SORES represents festering words held back by the lips. Blame.

CAR SICKNESS represents fear. Bondage. Feeling of being trapped.

CARBUNCLE represents poisonous anger about personal injustices.

CARPEL-TUNNEL SYNDROME represents anger and frustration at life’s seeming injustices.

CATARACTS represents inability to see ahead with joy. Dark future.

CELLULITE represents stored anger and self-punishment.

CEREBRAL PALSY represents a need to unite the family in an action of love.

CEREBROVASCULAR ACCIDENT (STROKE) represents giving up. Resistance. Giving up on life.

CHILDHOOD DISEASES represents belief in calendars and social concepts and false laws. Childish behavior in the adults around them.

CHILLS represents mental contraction, pulling away and in. Desire to retreat. “Leave me alone.”

CHOLESTEROL (ATHEROSCLEROSIS) represents clogging the channels of joy. Fear of accepting joy.

CHRONIC DISEASES represents a refusal to change. Fear of the future. Not feeling safe.

CIRCULATION represents the ability to feel and express the emotions in positive ways.

COLD SORES represents festering angry words and fear of expressing them.

COLDS represents too much going on at once. Mental confusion, disorder. Small hurts.

COLIC represents mental irritation, impatience, annoyance in the surroundings.

COLON represents fear of letting go. Holding on to the past.

COLITIS represents insecurity. Represents the ease of letting go of that which is over.

COMA represents fear. Escaping something or someone.

COMEDONES represents small outbursts of anger.

CONJUNCTIVITIS (PINK EYE) represents anger and frustration at what you are looking at in life.

CONSTIPATION represents refusing to release old ideas. Stuck in the past. Sometimes stinginess.

CORNS represents hardened areas of thought - stubbornly holding on to the pain of the past.

CORONARY THROMBOSIS represents feeling alone and scared. “I’m not good enough. I don’t do enough. I’ll never make.”

COUGHS represents a desire to bark at the world. “See me, Listen to me!”

CRAMPS represents tension. Fear. Gripping, holding on.

CRYING represents tears are the river of life, shed in joy as well as in sadness and fear.

CUSHING’S DISEASE represents mental imbalance. Overproduction of crushing ideas. A feeling of being overpowered.

CUTS represents punishment for not following your own rules.

CYSTS represents running the old painful movie. Nursing hurts. A false growth.

CYSTIC FIBROSIS represents a think belief that life won’t work for you. “Poor me.”

DEAFNESS represents rejection, stubbornness, isolation. What don’t you want to hear? “Don’t bother me.”

DEATH represents leaving the movie of life.

DEMENTIA represents a refusal to deal with the world as it is. Hopelessness and anger.

DEPRESSION represents when your soul has lowered its vibration below that of your body, and so you feel quite blue or moody.  Your moments of elevation are oftentimes when your soul is vibrating at a frequency higher than your body.  You want to escape the present. Anger you feel you do not have a right to have. Hopelessness.

DIABETES (HYPERGLYCEMIA, MELLITUS) represents longing for what might have been. A great need to control. Deep sorrow. No sweetness left.

DIARRHEA represents fear. Rejection. Running off.

DIZZINESS (VERTIGO) represents flighty, scattered thinking. A refusal to look.

DRY EYE represents angry eyes. Refusing to see with love. Would rather die than forgive. Being spiteful.

DYSENTERY represents fear and intense anger. (AMOEBIC) represents believing they are out to get you. (BACILLARY) represents oppression and hopelessness.

DYSMENORRHEA represents anger at the self. Hatred of the body or of women.

EARS represents the capacity to hear. (ACHE) represents anger and not wanting to hear. Too much turmoil. Parents arguing.

ECZEMA represents breath-taking antagonism. Mental eruptions.

EDEMA represents what or who won’t you let go of?

ELBOW represents changing directions and accepting new experiences.

EMPHYSEMA represents fear of taking in life. Not worthy of living.

ENDOMETRIOSIS represents insecurity, disappointment, and frustration. Replacing self-love with sugar. Blamers.

EPILEPSY represents the inability to process or deal with a high level of energy present in the body. A sense of persecution. Rejection of life. A feeling of great struggle. Self-violence.

EPSTEIN-BARR VIRUS represents pushing beyond one’s limits. Fear of not being good enough. Draining all inner support. Stress virus.

EYES represents the capacity to see clearly - past, present, future. (STY) represents not liking what you see in your own life. (ASTIGMATISM) represents “I” trouble. Fear of really seeing the self. (CATARACTS) represents inability to see ahead with joy. Dark future. (CHILDREN) represents not wanting to see what is going on in the family. (CROSSED) represents not wanting to see what’s out there. Crossed purposes. (FARSIGHTED) represents fear of the present. (GLAUCOMA) represents stony unforgiveness. Pressure from long standing hurts. Overwhelmed by it all. (NEARSIGHTED) represents fear of the future. (WALL EYED) represents fear of looking at the present, right here.

FACE represents what we show the world.

FAINTING represents fear. Can’t cope. Blacking out.

FAT/OVERWEIGHT represents oversensitivity. Often represents fear and shows a need for protection. Fear may be a cover for hidden anger and a resistance to forgive. (ARMS) represents anger at being denied love. (BELLY) represents anger at being denied nourishment. (HIPS) represents lumps of stubborn anger at the parents. (THIGHS) represents packed childhood anger. Often rage at the father.

FATIGUE represents resistance, boredom. Lack of love for what one does.

FEVER represents anger. Burning up.

FIBROID TUMORS AND CYSTS represents nursing a hurt from a partner. A blow to the feminine ego.

FINGERS (THUMB) represents intellect and worry. (INDEX) represents ego and fear. (MIDDLE) represents anger and sexuality. (RING) represents unions and grief. (PINKY) represents the family and pretending.

FISTULA represents fear. A blockage in the letting-go process.

FOOD POISONING represents allowing others to take control. Feeling defenseless.

FOOT PROBLEMS represents fear of the future and of not stepping forward in life.

FRIGIDITY represents denial of pleasure. A belief that sex is bad. Insensitive partners. Fear of father.

FUNGUS represents stagnating beliefs. Refusing to release the past. Letting the past rule today.

GALLSTONES represents bitterness. Hard thoughts. Condemning. Pride.

GANGRENE represents mental morbidity. Drowning of joy with poisonous thoughts.

GAS PAINS represents gripping. Fear. Undigested ideas.

GASTRITIS represents prolonged uncertainty. A feeling of doom.

GENITALS represents worry about not being good enough from masculine/feminine principles.

GLANDULAR FEVER represents poor distribution of get-up-and-go ideas. Holding yourself back.

GOITER (THYROID) represents hatred for being inflicted upon. Victim. Feeling thwarted in life. Unfulfilled.

GONORRHEA represents a need for punishment for being a bad person.

GOUT represents the need to dominate. Impatience, anger.

GREY HAIR represents stress. A belief in pressure and strain.

GUM PROBLEMS represents inability to back up decisions. Wishy-washy about life.

HAY FEVER represents emotional congestion. Fear of time. A belief in persecution. Guilt.

HEART ATTACK represents feeling pressured by responsibility; wanting to escape. The heart is the seat of the emotions and problems with the love life. An attempt to be released from an unhappy situation or job for an example. Squeezing the joy out of the heart in favor of money or position.

HEARTBURN represents fear, fear, fear.

HEMORRHOIDS represents fear of deadlines. Anger of the past. Afraid to let go. Feeling burdened.

HEPATITIS represents resistance to change. Fear, anger, hatred. Liver is the seat of anger and rage.

HERNIA represents ruptured relationships. Strain, burdens, incorrect creative expression.

HERPES represents mass belief in sexual guilt and the need for punishment. Public shame. Belief in a punishing God. Rejection of the genitals.

HERPES SIMPLEX represents burning to bitch. Bitter words left unspoken.

HIP PROBLEMS represents fear of going forward in major decisions. Nothing to move forward to.

HIRSUTISM represents anger that is covered over. The blanket used is usually fear. A desire to blame. There is often an unwillingness to nurture the self.

HIVES represents small, hidden fears. Mountains out of molehills.

HODGKIN’S DISEASE represents blame and tremendous fear of not being good enough. A frantic race to prove one’s self until the blood has no substance left to support itself. They joy of life is forgotten in the race for acceptance.

HUNTINGTON’S DISEASE represents resentment at not being able to change others. Hopelessness.

HYPERACTIVITY represents fear. Feeling pressured and frantic.

HYPOGLYCEMIA represents overwhelmed by the burdens in life.

HYPOTHYROIDISM represents giving up. Feeling hopelessly stifled.

IMPOTENCE represents sexual pressure, tension, guilt. Social beliefs. Spite against a previous mate. Fear of mother.

INCONTINENCE represents emotional overflow. Years of controlling the emotions.

INCURABLE represents cannot be cured by outer means at this point. We must go within to effect the cure. It came from nowhere and will go back to nowhere.

INDIGESTION represents gut-level fear, dread, anxiety, gripping and grunting.

INFECTION represents irritation, anger, annoyance.

INFLAMMATION represents fear. Seeing red. Inflamed thinking.

INFLUENZA represents response to mass negativity and beliefs. Fear. Belief in statistics.

INGROWN TOENAIL represents worry and guilt about your right to move forward.

INSANITY (PSYCHIATRIC ILLNESS) represents fleeing from the family. Escapism, withdrawal. Violent separation from life.

INSOMNIA represents fear, usually from a situation that happened in childhood. Not trusting the process of life. Guilt.

INTESTINES represents assimilation. Absorption. Elimination with ease.

ITCHING (PRURITIS) represents desires that go against the grain. Unsatisfied. Remorse. Itching to get out or get away.

JAUNDICE represents internal and external prejudice. Unbalanced reason.

JAW PROBLEMS (TEMPOROMANDIBULAR JOINT, TMJ SYNDROME) represents anger. Resentment. Desire for revenge.

JOINTS represents represent changes in direction in life and the ease of these movements.

KERATITIS represents extreme anger. A desire to hit those or what you see.

KIDNEY PROBLEMS represents criticism, disappointment, failure. Shame. Reacting like a little kid.

KIDNEY STONES represents lumps of undissolved anger.

KNEE represents pride and ego. Inability to bend. Fear. Inflexibility. Won’t give in.

LARYNGITIS represents so mad you can’t speak. Fear of speaking up. Resentment of authority.

LEFT SIDE OF THE BODY represents receptivity, taking in, feminine energy, women, the mother.

LEGS represents carry us forward in life. (LOWER) fear of the future. Not wanting to move.

LEPROSY represents in ability to handle life at all. A long held belief in not being good enough or clean enough.

LEUKEMIA represents brutally killing inspiration. “What’s the use?” An acceptable way of committing suicide; a way for the body to cease to exist.

LEUKORRHEA represents a belief that women are powerless over the opposite sex. Anger at a mate.

LIVER represents seat of anger and primitive emotions. (PROBLEMS) represents chronic complaining. Justifying fault-finding to deceive yourself. Feeling bad.

LOCKJAW represents anger. A desire to control. A refusal to express feelings.

LUMP IN THROAT (GLOBUS HYSTERICUS) represents fear. Not trusting the process of life.

LUNG represents the ability to take in life. (PROBLEMS) represent depression. Grief. Fear of taking in life. Not feeling worthy of living life fully.

LUPUS (ERYTHEMATOSUS) represents a giving up. Better to die than stand up for one’s self. Anger and punishment.

LYMPH PROBLEMS represents a warning that the mind needs to be re-centered on the essentials of life. Love and joy.

MALARIA represents out of balance with nature and with life.

MASTOIDITIS represents anger and frustration. A desire not to hear what is going on. Usually in children. Fear infecting the understanding.

MENOPAUSE PROBLEMS represents fear of no longer being wanted. Fear of aging. Self-rejection. Not feeling good enough.

MENSTRUAL PROBLEMS represents rejection of one’s femininity. Guilt, fear. Belief that the genitals are sinful or dirty.

MIGRAINE HEADACHES represents dislike of being driven. Resisting the flow of life. Sexual fears. (Can usually be relieved by masturbation).

MISCARRIAGE/ABORTION represents fear. Fear of the future. “Not now-later.” Inappropriate timing.

MONO, MONONUCLEOSIS (PFEIFFER’S DISEASE, GLANDULAR FEVER) represents anger and not receiving love and appreciation. No longer caring for the self.

MOTION SICKNESS represents fear of not being in control.

MOUTH represents taking in of new ideas and nourishment.

MUCUS COLON represents layered deposits of old, confused thoughts clogging the channel of elimination. Wallowing in the gummed mire of the past.

MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS represents mental hardness, hard-heartedness, iron will, inflexibility. Fear.

MUSCLES represents resistance to new experiences. Muscles represent our ability to move in life.

MUSCULAR DYSTROPHY represents “It’s not worth growing up.”

MYOPIA represents fear of the future. Not trusting what is ahead.

NAILS represents protection.

NAIL BITING represents frustration. Eating away at the self. Spite of a parent.

NARCOLEPSY represents can’t cope. Extreme fear. Wanting to get away from it all. Not wanting to be here.

NAUSEA represents fear. Rejecting an idea or experience.

NECK (CERVICAL SPINE) represents flexibility. The ability to see what’s back there. (PROBLEMS) represents refusing to see other sides of a question. Stubbornness, inflexibility.

NEPHRITIS represents overreaction to disappointment and failure.

NERVES represents communication. Receptive reporters.

NERVOUS BREAKDOWN represents self-centeredness. Jamming the channels of communication.

NERVOUSNESS represents fear, anxiety, struggle, rushing. Not trusting the process of life.

NEURALGIA represents punishment for guilt. Anguish over communication.

NODULES represents resentment and frustration and hurt ego over career.

NOSE (BLEEDS) represents a need for recognition. Feeling unrecognized and unnoticed. Crying for love. (RUNNY) represents asking for help. Inner crying. (STUFFY) represents not recognizing the self-worth.

NUMBNESS (PARESTHESIA) represents withholding love and consideration. Going dead mentally.

OSTEOMYELITIS represents anger and frustration at the very structure of life. Feeling unsupported.

OSTEOPOROSIS represents feeling there is no support left in life.

OVARIES represents point of creation. Creativity.

OVERWEIGHT represents fear, need for protection. Running away from feelings. Insecurity, self rejection. Seeing fulfillment. Protecting yourself from being hurt.  May have starved in a past life.  

PAGET’S DISEASE represents feeling there is no longer any foundation to build on. “Nobody Cares.”

PAIN represents guilt. Guilt always seeks punishment.

PALSY represents paralyzing thoughts. Getting stuck.

PANCREAS represents the sweetness of life.

PANCREATITIS represents rejection. Anger and frustration because life seems to have lost its sweetness.

PARALYSIS represents fear. Terror. Escaping a situation or person. Resistance.

PARASITES represents giving power to others, letting them take over.

PEPTIC ULCER represents fear. A belief that you are not good enough. Anxious to please.

PHLEBITIS represents anger and frustration. Blaming others for the limitation and lack of joy in life.

PIMPLES represents small outbursts of anger.

PINK EYE represents anger and frustration. Not wanting to see.

PITUITARY GLAND represents the control center.

PLANTAR WART represents anger at the very basis of your understanding. Spreading frustration about the future.

PNEUMONIA represents desperate. Tired of life. Emotional wounds that are not allowed to heal.

POISON IVY represents feeling defenseless and open to attack.

POLIO represents paralyzing jealousy. A desire to stop someone.

POST-NASAL DRIP represents inner crying. Childish tears. Victim.

PREMENSTRUAL SYNDROME represents allowing confusion to reign. Giving power to outside influences. Rejection of the feminine processes.

PROSTATE represents the masculine principle. Mental fears weaken the masculinity. Giving up. Sexual pressure and guilt. Belief in aging. Issues with your own sexuality and sense of personal power. Fear of not being able to handle power or responsibility.  

PSORIASIS represents fear of being hurt. Deadening the senses of the self. Refusing to accept responsibility for our own feelings.

PUBIC BONE represents genital protection.

PYORRHEA (PERIODONTITIS) represents anger at the inability to make decisions. Wishy-washy people.

QUINSY (PERITONSILLAR ABSCESS) represents a strong belief that you cannot speak up for yourself and ask for your needs.

RABIES represents anger. A belief that violence is the answer.

RASH represents irritation over delays. Babyish way to get attention.

RESPIRATORY AILMENTS represents fear of taking in life fully.

RHEUMATISM represents feeling victimized. Lack of love. Chronic bitterness. Resentment.

RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS represents deep criticism of authority. Feeling very put upon.

RICKETS represents emotional malnutrition. Lack of love and security.

RIGHT SIDE OF BODY represents giving out, letting go, masculine energy, men, the father.

RINGWORM represents allowing others to get under your skin. Not feeling good enough or clean enough.

ROOT CANAL represents can’t bite into anything anymore. Root beliefs being destroyed.

ROUND SHOULDERS represents carrying the burdens of life. Helpless and hopeless.

SAGGING LINES represents sagging thoughts in the mind. Resentment of life.

SCABIES represents infected thinking. Allowing others to get under your skin.

SCIATICA represents being hypocritical. Fear of money and of the future.

SCLERODERMA represents protecting the self from life. Not trusting yourself to be there and to take care of yourself.

SCRATCHES represents feeling life tears at you. That life is a ripoff. That you are being ripped off.

SEASICKNESS represents fear of death. Lack of control.

SEIZURES represents running away from the family, from the self, or from life.

SENILITY represents returning to the so-called safety of childhood. Demanding care and attention. A form of control of those around you. Escapism.

SEXUAL DISEASES / herpes/hysterectomy/cysts on ovaries/prostate problems, etc. represent sexual misbehavior or mistreatment of the opposite sex in other lives.  These can also be a method of keeping the opposite sex away in this life, or be self-prescribed as punishment.

SEXUAL FEMALE ORGAN PROBLEMS represent a pattern of living several lives as priests and nuns who had to be celibate.  This caused the suppression (repression) of sexual feelings and activities.

SHINS represents breaking down ideals. The standards in life.

SHINGLES (VARICELLA) represents waiting for the other shoe to drop. Fear and tension. Too sensitive.

SHOULDERS represents our ability to carry out experiences in life joyously. We make life a burden by our attitude.

SICKLE CELL ANEMIA represents a belief that one is not good enough, which destroys the very joy of life.

SINUS PROBLEMS represents irritation to one person, someone close.

SKELTON represents crumbling of structure. Bones represent the structure of your life.

SKIN represents our individuality. A sense organ. (PROBLEMS) represents anxiety, fear. Old, buried guck. I am being threatened.

SLIPPED DISC represents feeling totally unsupported by Life. Indecisive.

SNORING represents stubborn refusal to let go of old patterns.

SOLAR PLEXUS represents gut reactions. Center of our intuitive power.

SOAR THROAT represents holding in angry words. Feeling unable to express the self.

SORES represents unexpressed anger that settles in.

SPASMS represents tightening our thoughts through fear.

SPASTIC COLITIS represents fear of letting go. Insecurity.

SPINAL CURVATURE represents the inability to flow with the support of Life. Fear and trying to hold on to old ideas. Not trusting life. Lack of integrity. No courage of conviction.

SPINAL MENINGITIS represents inflamed thinking and rage at life.

SPINE represents flexible support of life.

SPLEEN represents obsessions. Being obsessed about things.

SPRAINS represents anger and resistance. Not wanting to move in a certain direction in life.

STERILITY represents fear and resistance to the process of life, OR not needing to go through the parenting experience.

STIFF NECK represents unbending bullheadedness.

STIFFNESS represents rigid, stiff thinking.

STOMACH represents nourishment. Digesting ideas. (PROBLEMS) represent dread. Fear of the new. Inability to assimilate the new.

STROKE represents giving up. Resistance. “Rather die than change.” Rejection of life.

STUTTERING represents insecurity. Lack of self-expression. Not being allowed to cry.

STY represents looking at life through angry eyes. Angry at someone.

SUICIDE represents seeing life in black and white. Refusal to see another way.

SWELLING represents being stuck in thinking. Clogged, painful ideas.

SYPHILIS represents giving away your power and effectiveness.

TAPEWORM represents strong belief in being a victim and unclean. Helpless to the seeming attitudes of others.

TEETH represents decisions. Long-standing indecisiveness. Inability to break down ideas for analysis and decision.

TESTICLES represents masculine principles. Masculinity.

TETANUS represents a need to release angry, festering thoughts.

THROAT represents avenue of expression. Channel of creativity. (PROBLEMS) The inability to speak up for one’s self. Swallowed anger, stifled creativity. Refusal to change.

THRUSH represents anger over making the wrong decisions.

THYMUS represents master gland of the immune system. Feeling attached by Life. They are out to get me.

THYROID represents humiliation. “I never get to do what I want to do. When is it going to be my turn?”

TICS, TWITCHES represents fear. A feeling of being watched by others.

TINNITUS represents refusal to listen. Not hearing the inner voice. Stubbornness.

TOES represents the minor details of the future.

TONGUE represents the ability to taste the pleasures of life with joy.

TONSILLITIS represents fear and repressed emotions. Stifled creativity.

TUBERCULOSIS represents wasting away from selfishness. Possessive. Cruel thoughts. Revenge.

TUMORS represents nursing old hurts and shocks. Building remorse.

ULCERS represents fear. A strong belief that you are not good enough. What is eating away at you?

URETHRITIS represents angry, emotions. Being pissed off. Blame.

URINARY INFECTIONS represents pissed off. Usually at the opposite sex or a lover. Blaming others.

UTERUS represents the home of creativity. Issues with your creativity and or your personal power. Can also be a sign of being reluctant to accept your feminine qualities and expression.

VAGINITIS represents anger at a mate. Sexual guilt. Punishing the self.

VARICOSE VEINS represents standing in a situation you hate. Discouragement. Feeling overworked and overburdened.

VENEREAL DISEASE represents sexual guilt. Need for punishment. Belief that the genitals are sinful or dirty. Abusing another.

VIRAL INFECTIONS represents lack of joy flowing through life. Bitterness.

VITILIGO represents feeling completely outside of things. Not belonging. Not one of the group.

VOMITING represents violent rejection of ideas. Fear of the new.

VULVA represents vulnerability.

WARTS represents little expressions of hate. Belief in ugliness.

WEAKNESS represents a need for mental rest.

WHITEHEADS represents hiding ugliness.

WISDOM TOOTH represents not giving yourself mental space to create a firm foundation.

WOUNDS represents anger and guilt at self.

WRIST represents movement and ease.

YEAST INFECTIONS represents denying your own needs. Not supporting yourself.

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MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES represents when a personality is not healthy, then these facets are out of sync, or are not communicating with themselves.  These multiple personalities are caused by spirits who have a particular heavy load of negative karma. And in the process of trying to deny this to themselves, they split themselves up into what appears to be separate entities, but actually it's different branches of the same entity. It's like having a flower with many petals. These multiple personality spirits appear to be separate entities because you're only seeing the part that appears separate. But at the base, at the core of the spirit they all connect together into one spirit. And they're trying to deny this to themselves, and are wanting to escape from their current cycle of karma. So they keep striking out in all directions. And these different directions that the spirit strikes out, appears as different personalities within the body that the spirit is occupying.


TWINS represents two spirits that are closely related to each other karmically because they're working something out together, like husband and wife, other siblings or close relationships. However, in the case of identical twins, due to the resonance between the two bodies, they tend to have extra psychic abilities.

SUDDEN INFANT DEATH SYNDROME represents when the spirit is on one of its excursions to the spirit realm, and decides (for whatever reason) not to return to the body. Maybe it decided that the circumstances it was born into were not conducive with working out experiences in this lifetime, and that another body in another environment might be more conducive.  The spirit must return to the body within a certain specified length of time or the body will expire. It cannot exist without the spirit (or spark of life) dwelling inside of it. Also, it is a well known fact that old people sleep more, especially if they are ill or incapacitated. They are also making journeys to the spirit realm to converse with their guides and masters, and preparing for their transition. When the spirit considers everything is ready, it decides to remain there.


GRIEVING only holds the departed soul back, keeping it from going on to where it is supposed to go. When we grieve it is a selfish act, because we are only grieving for ourselves, for how our loss is affecting us. It does not affect our lost loved ones in the same way. They lived their life, they found a way to exit because it was time. They must now continue on their own path. They are more than happy to return “home”.



As you know, when groups of people are involved in mass events, they have all chosen to participate in the mass event. And they have chosen that particular event for their own purposes, most generally as an example, a lesson of some sort to the remainder of the individuals in that vicinity.

I have found that every physical symptom, disease or malady is a message from the subconscious. It is trying desperately to get our attention in one way or another. It is trying to tell us something, and will persist until we finally understand. My technique allows access to that part of their mind that can find the cause of their problems. The subconscious can be very literal in the physical symptoms it uses to deliver its messages. If more people became aware of this they would listen more closely to what their body is trying to tell them.
— Dolores Cannon
Chronic attention to unwanted things holds you in a place of disallowing your physical well-being, as well as disallowing the solutions to other things you are focused upon. 

If you would focus your attention upon the experience of physical well-being as much as you focus upon the absence of it, not only would your recovery come quickly, but maintaining your physical well-being and balance would also be easy.
— Abraham Hicks

deja vu experiences can be an unconscious reminder of a past life.

Deja Vu is a brief glimpse of something where your brain alerts you to your divine essence.  There’s a particular point in time where you can stand to learn the most.  In this moment your higher self goes “aha” and connects with the ego and in this moment you feel Oneness.  You experience something that’s beyond any human explanation.  But you have always experienced those things before. 

“There’s no place on Earth you probably haven’t been.” - Dolores Cannon


There are more souls waiting in line for handicapped bodies than normal ones.

This is easy to understand from the spirit viewpoint.

The plan for reincarnating on Earth is to repay as much karma in one lifetime as possible, to avoid having to return again and again.


More karma can be repaid through a handicapped body.

The soul is learning great lessons, and also the caretakers (parents, etc.)

And these people have agreed before coming into this lifetime that they

will take care of the individual and help them as much as possible.

Everything in life is about lessons, although some are more difficult than others.


Also, what lessons are being learned by

everyone who sees the handicapped person?

How does the observer react?

The handicapped are teaching everyone they come in contact with.

Thus they are not to be pitied or shunned.

They are to be accepted and admired for choosing a difficult path in this lifetime.


People who are Adopted know this is going to happen. 

It is all planned, and from the other side the arrangements are made between the biological parents as well as the adopting ones.

The biological parents have agreed to give the genes that design the physical body, and they learn a lesson by giving the baby away.  The adopting parents have agreed to raise the baby in the environment it decided it wanted, in order to learn the lessons it desires in this life.

Yet plans are not set in stone.

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Earth is a group consciousness.


Once the power of our mind is

organized and focused (especially in groups)

there is nothing we cannot do.

Miracles then become possible.

We need to recognize and contact that creator being that dwells within.

It is time to stop punishing yourself,

and start living.


Remember life is just a play, a game, an illusion.

When we're involved in it it seems so real, but we are only wearing a costume, a suit of clothes, to play that certain part.

You are the producer, director, actor and script writer of your own drama.

And because the script is being written as the play proceeds

it can be rewritten and changed at any time.

You have complete control of what happens in your life, once you realize this.


Each time you have a conscious thought of raising your vibration, that thought has power & force & clarity.

You have zeroed in on what it is

that you wish to accomplish.


We came here to experience something that we thought would be new and exciting.

Then, life took over and we became trapped in the body, and were made through the law of karma and balance to keep returning.

The first steps to release the soul so it can return to the Source, is the understanding of why the soul came here in the first place, and to release those ties.

Much of this can be done through repaying old karma, and trying not to create any more.

With understanding, comes release.