It is always easier to put the blame outside of ourselves, rather than acknowledging that we have created our own reality.

Even though our reality is not pleasant, it is what we have manifested.  This is the power of the human mind.


I talk to Geraldine Orozco

of Bay Area Meditation

about how our conscious thoughts are the power source that every human possesses.  The thoughts that we consciously generate are a major determining factor on how our physical bodies reflect and represent the energy inside of us. 

We create our own diseases

for our own purpose to recognize and bring attention to the way we love ourselves.

Louise Hay, Dolores and Julia Cannon's research in the metaphysical realm of the subconscious power also supports this concept of our higher self using the physical body to bring our attention to tell us where we need to focus our energy, chi, prana on in a more loving way.

We also discuss how the outside world uses our power against us to self medicate, prescribe and create thought patterns that lower our vibration to create heavy and dense energy in our physical form which creates illnesses, diseases and death. Including GMO Foods, flouride in water, chem-trails/NanoParticles and chemicals which all effect the physical health of our bodies.

Our subconscious mind communicates to us through the body.  

We experience powerful lessons through illness to learn how to love ourselves.  When we don't do the work, when we neglect ourselves, we must learn the lesson through the difficult process of an illness in the body.

By being aware we can consciously protect ourselves and be mindful of how to heal in the external world.  

Within the process of healing, we must be in tune with our emotions, and dive into our past to reprogram them.  It is an invitation to process all of this by our higher selves.

The belief of illness needs to die.

If you don't believe in illness you will not get sick. The power of our subconscious mind is capable of creating illness and disease. But it is also capable of creating instant healing in our body. Disease cannot exist with a high vibration. Our love can cure all diseases. It is up to us how we use our energy and understand the power we have of our minds as creators and our relationship to our physical bodies.

Learn the tools to equip yourself.  

Allow yourself to be guided by your internal system, purify the body and cleanse the mind from distractions, create a peaceful environment, and learn how the energy flows within you.  If you are experiencing an illness, know that with this knowledge you can also experience the complete opposite.  These are the tools to help and empower you to a healthy, abundant and happy life.

Thought is much faster than sound. 

Thought is faster than light.

Your conscious thoughts are the power source that you and every other human possess.

The thoughts that you consciously generate will be a major determining factor on where you go, and if and how soon you do return consciously in the physical form on this planet.


The physical expression is an accurate representation of the energy of which you are.

And therefore you cannot in and of your free will change your reflection.

You may change your energy, which then would cause a related change in your reflection.

You however cannot change your reflection in the mirror.

You may change your appearance, that is, your body, and your reflection then will change in like manner.

However, you cannot change merely the reflection and not change that which causes the reflection.

It is important to understand that the physical is merely a reflection. 

In order to change the reflection, you must change that which causes the reflection.

Most problems that people have: physical, mental, allergies, phobias, or relationships, etc.

can be traced back to events that originated, not in the present lifetime, but in other lives.


Most people do not realize that as they continue to find things to complain about, they disallow their own physical well-being. Many do not realize that before they were complaining about an aching body or a chronic disease, they were complaining about many other things first. It does not matter if the object of your complaint is about someone you are angry with, behavior in others that you believe is wrong, or something wrong with your own physical body. Complaining is complaining, and it disallows improvement. It is not attention to lack of wellness that makes you sick. It is attention to the lack of many things…
— Abraham Hicks

People create their own diseases

for their own purposes.

your soul speaks to you through your body with symptoms.

RINGING IN EARS represents adjusting frequencies.  Could be from the Earth's vibrations or from other people/places.

MOUTH, TEETH, JAW OR THROAT (especially the thyroid) represents not speaking their truth.  They are holding back for some reason, and are unable to express their feelings.

SORE THROAT represents angry words that need to be said, but you are holding them back and it causes irritation in the throat.

LARYNGITIS represents needing to speak up for yourself and something you need to say.  You might also feel you have no say in a matter.

TONSILLITIS represents something inflamed, meaning anger. What are you trying to hold back?  You must forgive yourself in whatever part you played. It is time to speak up or your throat will make it harder for you to swallow.

MIGRAINE HEADACHES represent past lives that deal with trauma to the head. Blows to the head from either humans, weapons or animals are usually carryovers to remind the person not to repeat a mistake in this life that may have caused their death in the other lifetime.

JOINT PAIN represents lack of movement, fear of making decisions, not trusting your intuition.

WRIST/HAND PAIN represent holding onto something in their life needing to let go of.

HIPS/LEGS/FEET PAIN represents a situation to go into a different direction in their life.

STIFF NECK represents not wanting to see from a different perspective; not being flexible in your viewpoint.

BACK PROBLEMS represent feeling not supported in your endeavors.  From either a loved one or even the universe. It could mean you are carrying a great load.

SCOLIOSIS represents not standing up for yourself.

ARTHRITIS represents a possible past life from being tortured on the rack or by similar contraptions in dungeons in medieval times.  Mankind has a history of doing terrible things to each other, and this is sometimes carried in the body memory.

With the exception of organs, the right and left side of your body will be another part of your message. 

If something is happening on the right side of your body, it will indicate something that is going on NOW. 

The left side is indicating something form your past in this life or another.

LIVER represents toxins in your life that you need to get rid of, literal poison by chemical or figurative poisoning by life situations.

PANCREAS represents not feeling loved or cared for. Lack of enthusiasm in what you are doing. 

DIABETES represents lack of love.

SMALL & LARGE INTESTINES represents disharmony, thoughts and feelings that you are holding inside and letting "fester."  Express the feelings and thoughts in order to move on with your life.

LUNGS represent fear to live. A loss of joy in one's life. 

SINUS ISSUES represent pressure from someone very close to you.  Self-inflicted pressure.  

BLURRED VISION represents a fear or denial and you do not want to see situations clearly.  You are afraid of what you will see if it is clear.

NEAR-SIGHTED represents fear of the future.  FAR-SIGHTED represents fear of seeing a situation clearly.  An unwillingness to see.

COLDS/FLU represents being indecisive about something and you need to make a decision.  Do not delay the action.  Or your body will force you to rest.

ACNE represents trying to hide.  Not feeling "good enough" or little bits of anger coming to the surface.

ANXIETY represents not trusting the Universe/Higher Self or anything outside of self.

CANCER represents unresolved and deeply suppressed anger.  It's when something has been held for so long that it manifests in the body.  Wherever the cancer is on the body, the location will tell you what the person is angry at.

INTESTINE CANCER represents holding things inside until it causes stress and begins to eat away at the organs because it cannot be released.


BREAST CANCER represents nurturing.  Anger at not being nurtured or not being able or allowed to nurture.  The left side of the body means it related to something from the past.

LUNG CANCER represents anger at life or at the inability to live their life.

INTESTINAL CANCER represents anger at situations and not being able to vent or talk about them.

The first thing is to identify and understand what you are angry about. 

Then you must let it go. 

You created that situation to experience and learn things from.  Look for the lesson and what is to be learned without the emotions in order release and move on. Emotions are not meant to be carried around like excess baggage that weighs us down and makes it difficult to move. 

If you make the following statement/ritual every morning it can help to move on and release what is needed to be forgiven.

I forgive all those who have hurt me in this life, in any life, in any way at all.  I ask for forgiveness of all those I have hurt in this life, in any life, in any way at all.  I forgive myself for the part I played and my transgressions in this life, in any life, in any way at all.
— Blair Styra via Julia Cannon "Soul Speak: The Language of your Body."

ANEMIA represents a feeling of weakness; not recognizing one's self value

HEART ATTACK represents feeling pressured by responsibility; wanting to escape. The heart is the seat of the emotions and problems with the love life. An attempt to be released from an unhappy situation or job for an example.

SEXUAL FEMALE ORGAN PROBLEMS represent a pattern of living several lives as priests and nuns who had to be celibate.  This caused the suppression (repression) of sexual feelings and activities.

UTERUS represents issues with your creativity and or your personal power. Can also be a sign of being reluctant to accept your feminine qualities and expression.

PROSTATE represents issues with your own sexuality and sense of personal power. Fear of not being able to handle power or responsibility.  

SEXUAL DISEASES / herpes/hysterectomy/cysts on ovaries/prostate problems, etc. represent sexual misbehavior or mistreatment of the opposite sex in other lives.  These can also be a method of keeping the opposite sex away in this life, or be self-prescribed as punishment.

DEPRESSION represents when your soul has lowered its vibration below that of your body, and so you feel quite blue or moody.  Your moments of elevation are oftentimes when your soul is vibrating at a frequency higher than your body.  You want to escape the present.

INSOMNIA represents fear usually from a situation that happened in childhood.

OVERWEIGHT represents protecting yourself from being hurt.  May have starved in a past life.  

EPILEPSY represents the inability to process or deal with a high level of energy present in the body.

LEUKEMIA represents an acceptable way of committing suicide; a way for the body to cease to exist.

AIDS represents the people who volunteered to come back and experience AIDS, had agreed to come as a group to teach judgment.  These people who contracted this disease were not victims. They were some of the advanced souls who had experienced most of the other life lessons, and had volunteered to come en masse to teach tolerance and lack of prejudice and judgment at this time in our world.

MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES represents when a personality is not healthy, then these facets are out of sync, or are not communicating with themselves.  These multiple personalities are caused by spirits who have a particular heavy load of negative karma. And in the process of trying to deny this to themselves, they split themselves up into what appears to be separate entities, but actually it's different branches of the same entity. It's like having a flower with many petals. These multiple personality spirits appear to be separate entities because you're only seeing the part that appears separate. But at the base, at the core of the spirit they all connect together into one spirit. And they're trying to deny this to themselves, and are wanting to escape from their current cycle of karma. So they keep striking out in all directions. And these different directions that the spirit strikes out, appears as different personalities within the body that the spirit is occupying.


TWINS represents two spirits that are closely related to each other karmically because they're working something out together, like husband and wife, other siblings or close relationships. However, in the case of identical twins, due to the resonance between the two bodies, they tend to have extra psychic abilities.

SUDDEN INFANT DEATH SYNDROME represents when the spirit is on one of its excursions to the spirit realm, and decides (for whatever reason) not to return to the body. Maybe it decided that the circumstances it was born into were not conducive with working out experiences in this lifetime, and that another body in another environment might be more conducive.  The spirit must return to the body within a certain specified length of time or the body will expire. It cannot exist without the spirit (or spark of life) dwelling inside of it. Also, it is a well known fact that old people sleep more, especially if they are ill or incapacitated. They are also making journeys to the spirit realm to converse with their guides and masters, and preparing for their transition. When the spirit considers everything is ready, it decides to remain there.


GRIEVING only holds the departed soul back, keeping it from going on to where it is supposed to go. When we grieve it is a selfish act, because we are only grieving for ourselves, for how our loss is affecting us. It does not affect our lost loved ones in the same way. They lived their life, they found a way to exit because it was time. They must now continue on their own path. They are more than happy to return “home”.



As you know, when groups of people are involved in mass events, they have all chosen to participate in the mass event. And they have chosen that particular event for their own purposes, most generally as an example, a lesson of some sort to the remainder of the individuals in that vicinity.

I have found that every physical symptom, disease or malady is a message from the subconscious. It is trying desperately to get our attention in one way or another. It is trying to tell us something, and will persist until we finally understand. My technique allows access to that part of their mind that can find the cause of their problems. The subconscious can be very literal in the physical symptoms it uses to deliver its messages. If more people became aware of this they would listen more closely to what their body is trying to tell them.
— Dolores Cannon
Chronic attention to unwanted things holds you in a place of disallowing your physical well-being, as well as disallowing the solutions to other things you are focused upon. 

If you would focus your attention upon the experience of physical well-being as much as you focus upon the absence of it, not only would your recovery come quickly, but maintaining your physical well-being and balance would also be easy.
— Abraham Hicks

deja vu experiences can be an unconscious reminder of a past life.

Deja Vu is a brief glimpse of something where your brain alerts you to your divine essence.  There’s a particular point in time where you can stand to learn the most.  In this moment your higher self goes “aha” and connects with the ego and in this moment you feel Oneness.  You experience something that’s beyond any human explanation.  But you have always experienced those things before. 

There’s no place on Earth you probably haven’t been. - Dolores Cannon


There are more souls waiting in line for handicapped bodies than normal ones.

This is easy to understand from the spirit viewpoint.

The plan for reincarnating on Earth is to repay as much karma in one lifetime as possible, to avoid having to return again and again.


More karma can be repaid through a handicapped body.

The soul is learning great lessons, and also the caretakers (parents, etc.)

And these people have agreed before coming into this lifetime that they

will take care of the individual and help them as much as possible.

Everything in life is about lessons, although some are more difficult than others.


Also, what lessons are being learned by

everyone who sees the handicapped person?

How does the observer react?

The handicapped are teaching everyone they come in contact with.

Thus they are not to be pitied or shunned.

They are to be accepted and admired for choosing a difficult path in this lifetime.


People who are Adopted know this is going to happen.  It is all planned, and from the other side the arrangements are made between the biological parents as well as the adopting ones.

The biological parents have agreed to give the genes that design the physical body, and they learn a lesson by giving the baby away.  The adopting parents have agreed to raise the baby in the environment it decided it wanted, in order to learn the lessons it desires in this life.

Yet plans are not set in stone.

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Earth is a group consciousness.


Once the power of our mind is

organized and focused (especially in groups)

there is nothing we cannot do.

Miracles then become possible.

We need to recognize and contact that creator being that dwells within.

It is time to stop punishing yourself,

and start living.


Remember life is just a play, a game, an illusion.

When we're involved in it it seems so real, but we are only wearing a costume, a suit of clothes, to play that certain part.

You are the producer, director, actor and script writer of your own drama.

And because the script is being written as the play proceeds

it can be rewritten and changed at any time.

You have complete control of what happens in your life, once you realize this.

The Truman Show

The Truman Show

Each time you have a conscious thought of raising your vibration, that thought has power & force & clarity.

You have zeroed in on what it is

that you wish to accomplish.

We came here to experience something that we thought would be new and exciting.


Then, life took over and we became trapped in the body, and were made through the law of karma and balance to keep returning.

The first steps to release the soul so it can return to the Source, is the understanding of why the soul came here in the first place, and to release those ties.

Much of this can be done through repaying old karma, and trying not to create any more.

With understanding, comes release.